..i'm keeping my affair in a book..


4.5.06
eh wala ko magawa eh!

1. Initials:
:) ERP

2. Name someone with the same birthday as yours?
kapatid ng kaklase ko nun hiskul

3.Last thing that you ate?
fries sa jabi

4. For or against same sex marriage

no comment

5. Do you still watch cartoons on Saturday?
ndi saturday ibang day

6. Do you believe in God?
yes

7. Something non-physical you like about yourself:
open-mindedness ko

8. What is your crush's name?
ai naku..uh,mei bago ko crush C un start

9. If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
greece

10. Favorite holiday?
berdey ko! ngek

11. Do you download music?
ndi na

12. Where would you want to go on a first date?
sa maraming butterflies (pa-girl ahaha)

14. Has anyone ever sang or played for you?
owyes!

15. Have you ever cried for a reason?
ngek lage

16. Do you like President Arroyo?
nyay


17. Have you ever bungee jumped?
not yet...id love to try

18. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
uwala

19. How is the weather right now?
malamig ng onti ah hmmm

20. Current track you're listening to?
none

21. What is your current favorite song?
para sau (by manny pacquiao ahaha joke)

22. What was the last movie you watched?
pink panther pa ata

23. Do you wear contacts?
yep,since i was in grade 6 (10 years na po)

24. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
office

26. Any pets?
naubos na, c el na lng

27. Have you ever loved someone?
some three hehe

28. What really turns you on?
utak and humor (dimples na din)

29. What do you usually order from Starbucks?
hotshots wengks korni

30. Have you ever fired a gun?
gusto ko nga eh di pa eh

31. Are you missing someone?
yes..

32. Do you have an iPod?
wala...

33.Cellphone?
yes...

34. What's the name of your crush?
dejavu ba ito

35. Are you comfortable with your height?
ok lng

36. Have you ever been caught doing something
something what?

37. Favorite flower?
tulip

38. Butter, plain, kettle, or salted popcorn?
yoko ng matabang so wag plain

39. What books are you reading right now?
ignorance by milan kundera

40.Do watch anime?
dati

41. Do you watch MTV?
minsan

42. What's something that really annoys you?
makitid utak

43. What are some things you really like?
chimes

44. Do you like Michael Jackson?
uki lng

45. Can you dance?
yes...

46. Favorite football/soccer team?
wala

47. Favorite breakfast food?
sinangag at tuyo

48. anong gusto mong isigaw ngayon kung sakaling nasa taas ka ng bundok?
ang ganda ko!!!


Posted at 4:05 pm by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

9.2.06
title

anong gusto mong itawag sa iyo?
-uhleyn

anong oras kang natutulog sa gabi?
-umaga ko natutulog

ano gusto mo, sports o arts?
-arts

ilang beses kang kumain sa isang araw?
-28

ano ang nagpapasaya sa araw mo?
-ice cream! hehe..

umiinom ka ba ng beer?
-nyak nde

madali ka bang masaktan?
-oo

paano ka nagpapapansin sa crush mo?
-hah! wag na baka gamitin pa ng iba style ko hehe

kaibigan mo b mahal mo?
- yes

ano turn offs syo?
- un di nagiisep hehe..

naranasan mo na bang magmahal ng isang tao na d ka mahal?
-oo c john lloyd.. panu di nia ko kilala hehe

sa tingin mo ba meron kang secret admirer?
- oo madami hahaha

pano mo nalalaman pag inlove ka?
- when i don't know when im inlove..  :)

close ka ba sa mommy mo?
-yep

eh mga kapatid mo?
- yep

ano ang dialogue ng mommy mo kapag pinapagalitan ka?
- la naman lahat kc ng sinasabi paulet ulet eh hehe, di ko alam ano specific! hehe.. di ako nipapagalitan nun cool un eh

ano nman ang isinasagot mo?
- ma ilang beses mo na sinabi yan eh hehe

ano ang asar mo sa kapatid mo?
- ngark ako inaasar eh bunso ako

ano ang ginagawa mo kung humihingi k ng additional allowance, pero bad mood ang parents mo?
- mei pera na kong sarili eh


ano fave mong gawin kapag may freetym k?
- magsulat matulog manood at ngumata

ano ang gagawin mo kapag nkasalubong mo enemy mo?
- wala lang


masasabi mo bang kumpleto na ang buhay mo ngayon?
- dot dot dot

bakit?
- gusto ko magturo at magsulat

masarap bang magmahal? bakit?
- oo.. kc parang adobo (hehehe)

nasaktan ka na ba?
- oo ansaket nga eh wehehe

kung oo, ilang beses na at ano ang natutunan mo dito?
- 25 hehe.. natutunan kong magsabi ng aray


may nasaktan ka na ba?
- yes

anong ginagawa mo kapag nasasaktan ka?
- tawa ko

pano ka magselos?
- kakaiba

pano pag pinagseselos ka ng mahal mo?
- haha sha seloso ng malufet eh

eh kung mas inuuna pa nya barkada nya?
- wala kong problemang gnun klase ngaun, can't relate hehe

Pno kung wala syang time para sayo?
- la din ako ganto problema

pano naman kung sobra2 yung time n hinihingi nya sayo?
- e halos magkasama naman kme araw2 eh..

anong gagawin mo kung gusto mo na makipagbreak?
- ewan, no plans of breaking up with him

sobra2 ka ba magmahal?
- hmmm...

makikipagbalikan kba kung mahal mo pa?
- never ko pa nagawa eh kahet mahal ko

may minahal ka bang hanggang sa panaginip lng?
- oo c john lloyd pero kelangan maisakatuparan ko un! hehe

pano kung puro words lang sya?
- aba, dictionary ba ito?

kung sabihin nya sayong mhal ka nya kahit my gf/bf sha?
- tlga? sabihen ko apir kme!

yung gf/bf mo, kinocontrol ka?
- hindi naman, he just shares his opinions when he thinks they're needed

pano pag may gf/bf ka pero madaming hadlang?
- di ko problema ngaun yan

sino mas paniniwalaan mo: gf/bf o bestfriend?
- ngek di pa cla magkakakilala eh, hehe.. chaka mahal nila kong lahat, di na kme mga bata pra magkampi kampihan.. owel!


Posted at 4:49 pm by uhleyn
ah..ok..sabi mo eh!  

ui

hala wala lang..

 

PRESENT PERFUME
----- CKB

PRESENT SHAMPOO
----- H&S

PRESENT CRAVING
----- mango juice

PRESENT FAVORITE SONG
----- high

LAST FOOD U ATE
----- tinapa!

LAST SONG U SANG?
----- sing a song hehe

LAST GIFT U RECEIVED?
----- pillow bone nun bday ko from my labidabs

LAST GAME U ENJOYED PLAYING
----- wrestling nieta saket katawan ko!

LAST TIME U HAD UR HAIRCUT
----- october 10 (?), 2005

LAST ALCOHOL U DRANK
----- can't remember

PRESENT PET
----- badong mafish

LAST BOOK YOU READ
----- paolo coelho's fifth mt. (di ko pa tapos)

LAST BIRTHDAY ATTENDED
----- bday ko! hehe

LAST GIMIK/ OUTING?
----- batangas with el

LAST THING U DO BEFORE U GO TO SLEEP
----- tulugan c el habang kausap sa fone hehe

LAST THING U BOUGHT
----- tomato sauce haha

LAST MALL U VISITED
----- southmall?

LAST MOVIE U WATCHED
----- narnia

LAST TIME U CRIED
----- monday

PRESENT PERSON U HATE
----- no one

LAST PERSON U TEXTED
----- lala

LAST PERSON U TALKED TO
----- el

PRESENT CRUSH
----- john lloyd - forever crush hahaha

PRESENT THOUGHTS
---- ano kakainen ko?


Posted at 4:42 pm by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

26.12.05
eh ngaun?

1. Buong pangalan?
> Elaine Jan Ramirez Pizarro

2. Anong nararamdaman mo ngayon?
> wala.. tamang tamang timpla ng kasiyahan lang.. (meron ba nun?)

3. Bakit yun ang nararamdaman mo?
> kc un an nararamdaman ko eh!

4. Saan mo gusto pumunta ngayon?
> wala matulog lang o tpos pagising sa bagiuo na hehe

 

5.  Kung may yayakapin ka ngayon, ano o sino yun?
> eh c badong un isda ko chaka c eltot tapos c ez at pam at ja at andami! Hehe

 

6. Kung may chance kang bumuhay ng isang taong patay na, sino yun?
> wala wala.. ayoko..

7. Anong kanta ang lagi mong kinakanta pag nasabanyo ka?
> un “ang natutuwang baliw yaman ay pinagyabang..” hehe

8. Sinong katabi mo ngayon?
> mumu

9. Kung papipiliin ka, sino pipiliin mo:mahal mo na di ka mahal, o mahal ka na di mo mahal?
> un mahal ko? Bket kelangan pumili?

10. Sinong gusto mong makausap ngayon?
> wala naman..

11. Kung hindi ka ikaw ngayon, sino ka?
> si Helen of troy, wahaha

12. Ano pinakamalungkot na nangyari sa'yo?
> yewan ko, di ko iisep un..

13. Anong kanta ang gusto mong i-play pag namatay ka na?
> un ginawa kong kanta
J


14. Kung bibigyan mo yung mahal mo ng bulaklak ano yun?
> kalachuchi! hehe

15. Anong talent mo?
> singing, dancing (yebah!), kumain ng apoy, humiga sa bubog and d likes..
J

16. Ma-pride ka bang tao?
> yes

17. Anong isang bagay na gusto mong makuha ngayon?
> hmmm.. makapagturo

18. Sinong artista ang kinalolokohan mo ngayon?
> c john Lloyd pa din, aaahhh!!! hehe

19. Sino ang kinakainisan mo ngayon?
> ula naman

20. Anong pelikula ang gusto mong panoorin ngayon?
> sa jan8 na lng, narnia chaka madami p

 

21. Kung bida ka sa isang pelikula,sino gusto  mong leading man/lady mo?
> c john Lloyd, aahhh!!!

22. Kung di mo pangalan ang pangalan mo ngayon, ano ang pangalan mo?
> efren!!!

23. Kung may gusto kang balikan sa nakaraan mo, ano yun?
> my philodays

24. Masaya ba ang kwento ng buhay mo?
> yes, definitely!

25. Kung papayagan kang pumatay ngayon, sino ang papatayin mo?
> un lamok na kumagat sa ken! Hampf!

26. Sino ang pinakaimportanteng tao ngayon sa buhay mo?
> sarili ko, hehe.. mga tao nlng kc! Family frends and el

27. Ano ang pinaka-pangarap mong maging nung bata ka pa?
> abogado

28. Kung singer ka, sinong singer ang gusto mong maka-duet?
> c jaya

29. Sa tingin mo, bakit kailangang magmahal?
> when u love u don’t feel like you need to do so, it’s natural for any people to love, it’s innate, I believe.. so you can’t do away with loving.. any form or kind or type (or whatever you wanna call it) for that matter..

30. Isang pelikula na talagang iniyakan mo?
> hala uh, la ko maalala!

31. Ano ang pinaka-ayaw mong ugali ng isang tao?
> nagyayabang ng walang karapatan, hehe chaka plastik

32. Anong theme song ng buhay mo?
> pretty woman, ahahaha


33. Kung pwede mong i-rewind ang oras, saan ka pupunta?
> sa uste, sa clasrum, kasama an philo

34. kaya mo bng i give up ang mahal mo?
> baket? hehehe

 

 

 


Posted at 4:34 pm by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

28.11.05
ice cold

"love is a dunghill," said harry. "and i'm the cock that gets on it to crow."

"if you have to go away," she said, "is it absolutely necessary to kill off everything you leave behind? i mean do you have to take away everything? do you have to kill your horse, and your wife and burn your saddle and your armour?"

"yes," he said. "your damned money was my armour. my swift and armour."

"don't."

"all right. i'll stop that. i don't want to hurt you."

"it's a little bit late now."

"all right then. i'll go on hurting you. it's more amusing. the only thing i ever really liked to do with you i can't do now."

"no, that's not true. you like to do many things and everything you wanted to do i did."

"oh, for Christ sake stop bragging, will you?"

he looked at her and saw her crying.

"listen," he said. "do you think it is fun to do this? i don't know why i'm doing it. it's trying to kill to keep yourself alive. i imagine i was all right when we started talking. i didn't mean to start this, and now i'm crazy as a coot and being as cruel to you as i can be. don't pay any attention, darling, to what i say. i love you, really. you know i love you. i've never loved any one else the way i love you."

he slipped into the familiar lie he made his bread and butter by.

"you're sweet to me."

"you bitch," he said. "you rich bitch. that's poetry. i'm full of poetry now. rot and poetry. rotten poetry."

"stop it, harry, why do you have to turn into a devil now?"

"i don't like to leave everything," the man said. "i don't like to leave things behind.."


Posted at 4:47 am by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

1.11.05
oh ayan,kababawan naman..hehe

1. WHERE HAVE YOU BEEN LAST
WEEKEND?
>> sa haybol

2. ARE YOU IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE
RIGHT NOW?
>>  yeah!

3. HOW DO YOU FEEL AT THIS
MOMENT?
>> wala naman.. walang pakelam hehe

4. WHAT ARE YOU DOING RIGHT NOW?
>> nakikipagchikahan sa ym

5. WHAT IF YOUR EX ASKED YOU BACK?
>> huwah?! Depende kung sino sa kanila..
J


6. ARE YOU CRAZY ENOUGH TO DO SOMETHING FOR SOMEONE YOU
LOVE?
>> onaman.. it’s not craziness I think.. result lng ng sbrang love?! Haha

7. DOES THAT PERSON YOU'RE CRAZY ABOUT KNOW HOW YOU FEEL?
>> palagay ko nangangapa.. or if ever, panibagong kkakalokang panyayare un ule kya mahirap na..

8. IF YOU WERE TO GO BACK TO THE PAST, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
>> im not gonna rush on things anymore..

9. WHAT IF THE PERSON WHOM YOU LOVE HURT YOU RIGHT NOW? WOULD YOU CRY?
>> yes..

10. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF YOU WERE TRAPPED IN A ROOM ALONE?
>> iisep ng way para makalabas..

11. WHAT'S THE SWEETEST THING ANYONE HAS EVER DONE FOR YOU?
>> di ko lam..

12. WHAT CAN MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER IF YOU WERE DEPRESSED?
>> palabok,haha..

13. EVER HAD FEELINGS FOR ANYONE?
>> Yes

14. WHAT TYPE OF friend DO YOU LIKE?
>> tunay

15. HAVE YOU FOUND THAT TYPE OF PERSON(S)?
>> Yes

16. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON TO HUG YOU? OR YOU GAVE A HUG TO? HOW DID IT FEEL?
>>  mami dadi ate.. comforting..
J

17. WOULD YOU STILL GIVE A CHANCE TO ANY PERSON THAT HAS HURT YOU?
>> depende.. mejo mabilis akong matrauma eh..

18. WHERE DO YOU WANNA GO RIGHT NOW?
>> south..

19. DO YOU HATE SOMEONE RIGHT NOW?
>> naku, wala noh, loving ako.. wla n lng ako pakelam!

20. DO YOU GO ONLINE EVERYDAY?
>> ndi ata.. pero mga 5 to 6 times a wk

21. ARE YOU FEELING HAPPY RIGHT NOW?
>>  ewan

 


Posted at 12:51 pm by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

..aftermath..

Heaven Bend to take my hand
And lead me through the fire
Be the long awaited answer
To a long and painful fight
Truth be told I tried my best
But somewhere long the way
I got caught up in all there was to offer
But the cost was so much more than I could bear

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

We all begin out with good intent
When love is raw and young
We believe that we can change ourselves
The past can be undone
But we carry on our back the burdens time always reveals
In the lonely light of morning
In the wound that would not heal
It's the bitter taste of losing everything
I've held so dear

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so

Heaven bend to take my hand
I've nowhere left to turn
I'm lost to these I thought were friends
To everyone I know
Oh they turn their heads embarrassed
Pretend that they don't see
That it's one wrong step one slip before you know it
And there doesn't seem away to be redeemed

Though I've tried I've fallen
I have sunk so low
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so
I messed up
Better I should know
So don't come round here and
Tell me I told you so


Posted at 11:42 am by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

30.10.05
posted date..

ayan,edit ko na ule..

 

i was thinking of 10 reasons why i stay (there has to be 10 coz i have 10 fingers)..

 

but i can't think of reasons.. coz i can only give A REASON..

 

a reason which i prefer to keep to myself..

 

there's a time for everything, anyway..

 

guess i just have to wait patiently.. before i speak again..

 

me? i am odd.. and i love being odd.. there are only 6 persons who really know me.. at ayoko na ng pang-pito..tama na un,hehe..


Posted at 1:55 am by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

29.10.05
love is blind..

on my way to baclaran this evening, i rode a jeep and i was sitting beside a family - a bit elderly man, a lady, and a boy who's about 9 or 10.. then a woman with her daughter rode and greeted the family; she knew them.. they were chit chatting blahblahblah.. then the woman asked the wife if the boy was their son, she said yes.. the woman said "buti hindi sha ano noh?" i wondered what she was talking about.. i hunched that the couple has a mentally challenged child and the woman thought that the boy is suffering from the same illness.. and so they continued to talk.. we reached coastal mall and the family was about to get off the jeepney.. i was surprised with what i saw.. the wife's blind.. the husband's blind..

i was amazed/astonished/surprised/etc etc! if what they say is true that love is blind, goodnes, that was a literal meaning of it! i think what i'm writing about is non-sense.. or atleast the way i'm writing about the sensible thing i saw in a non-sensible way..

but then again.. it must be the rain.. the weather.. and the season..

Posted at 3:18 am by uhleyn
you were saying..?  

28.10.05
wingless angel/woman with wings

Spend all your time waiting
(patience is a virtue)

For that second chance
(why a second chance?)

For a break that would make it okay
(to wait again..)

There’s always one reason
(only one reason..)

To feel not good enough
(one out of a hundred)

And it’s hard at the end of the day
(still me by myself)

I need some distraction
(destruction)

Oh beautiful release
(let go..)

Memory seeps from my veins
(eating me..)

Let me be empty
(let me forget..)

And weightless and maybe
(and float)

I’ll find some peace tonight
(wish..)

In the arms of an angel
(ride, ride, ride)

Fly away from here
(escape the chaos)

From this dark cold hotel room
(doom..)

And the endlessness that you fear
(infinity.. infinity)

You are pulled from the wreckage
(oh, shattered pieces)

Of your silent reverie
(defeaning..)

You’re in the arms of the angel
(sinless arms..)

May you find some comfort there
(heaven..)


Posted at 12:02 am by uhleyn
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